In the middle of nowhere I see myself crying.
My mouth speak “stop”.
My mind mention “it’s over”.
My heart stutter “it’s enough”.
All things now reached the painful conclusion.
I tried to think.
I tried to understand.
I tried to set things as if there are no limitations.
I tried to set my mind think bad as good.
But I can’t. I really can’t.
My heart now torn to pieces.
I want someone to talk with.
I called my friends to let them know I need someone to talk.
But they refused. Somehow I think, are they really my best friends?
I don’t know. I really don’t know.
I am crying out loud deep inside. I can’t let it out.
I am smiling behind my sadness.
I am angry. I cant burst it.
I am trapped.